February 16

Sectionals. I went a career best 1.08.51 in the breast.... I'm unsatisfied. Nobody to blame but myself. I did go a 25.62 in the 50, which is also a pr. Swimming is finished. Now, I am listening to Modest Mouse.... reminds me of tatlock. I found myself looking around my classroom sixth hour, I couldn't concentrate, I felt claustrophobic for the first time in my life. I said "I need to get out of here," thrice, out loud. Nobody paid attention, which is to be expected because it's common to witness me spontaneously burst out laughing or speaking to no one in particular.

Please..... someone. Get me the fuck out of here.