Anxiety in July

What does one do when he destroys himself?
Some continue to live in the past.
Some take an Uzi and climb a clock-tower.
Some go back to who they were at a previous point in their life.
and Some forge ahead.

Lesson learned.

So now, in the times of the great tempests of our lives, what do we do?
Selective memory.

Happy smiles
love and sex
it's gone now
so what comes next

I dropped Blair off from our daily lift at the athletic club earlier today. We had been talking in the sauna about this chick that I was supposed to hang out with tonight.

in parting
Blair: Well, have fun tonight with that ugly bitch.
Stefan: I'm not hanging out with her dude, they called her Fifty-yarder at Waldron
Blair: Listen, maybe it's time for you to look past all the ugly features and really get to know a girl. Fifty yarder is alright because once you get inside that fifty yards, you can see what a beautiful person she really is.
Stefan: ...get out man.


The answer to my original question is we take what we know, what we've learned, and what we hope to accomplish and better ourselves. We shut ourselves away in our cold bedrooms and read the classics. We do NOT think, and as a result, we do NOT post blogs posts, and when we do, they're fucking retarded and shouldn't be read by anyone.

McDonald's fresh
wasting time
violence I wish
or a corona with lime