Dobro

War and Peace, Ars gratia artis, and Le nozze di Figaro seem to have come together tonight. Last night, the derivation of formulas began. I know that I am right because I was able to pull four lines of iambic pentameter from nowhere. The need to see it is not yours to have. Karma, doing good because one is good, orthodox roots, and simple harmony and orderliness have simplified to one simpler idea.

Natasha.

Goddammit

Get me the fuck out of here.

F Y M

Aye

Fuck stick is a term that a twenty-four year old man used to describe his boss. This man, Mike, is he who built my computer last summer, and was here Friday night delivering and installing my video card, fresh from the manufacturer. While the new driver was downloading, we were talking about this and that, and I asked him how his job was going (because he works where my dad used to) and he told me a really funny story that I'll tell you if you're one of my brothers... or if I just like you in general, but that's kinda pushing it.

Oh hey, Zach, I'm running track and won't look back until it's time to tap blair in the sack and run right the fuck into a yak. But actually, it'll be a moose.

Veritas

I found myself receiving a text tonight. It told me that the sender felt that it is in my best interest to never speak to him/her again.

Now, initially, my reaction was what the fuck? Then I started searching the memory banks for what I might've done to cause this. Nothing came up. But then again, I found that I didn't much care. I mean, this is the same old for me. If it turned out the other forty times that I didn't care, why shouldn't I just skip the everything and arrive at the next level.

I did that, and then started thinking about how much I detest this sort of thing. Since the only meaning life has is the meaning I give it, then the same must be true for the ideals of life. Good and evil. I suppose I would say that good is love. But that's fuckin' stupid. Good is bullshit. There is no such thing as good, there is humane and there is evil. Humane is wanting humanity to grow and evolve. Civilization is good. We've grown and evolved from using rocks to smash nutshells to having three personalities and developing the art of smiling through one's teeth. Fuck that and fuck you. The opposite of civilization is the Roman idea of impius. Impius is the absolute evil. Irrationality. Do not let yourself be overwhelmed by it.

Humanity is not white. We are not perfect, we are not meant to act like it.

I saw Dave Chappelle's Block Party tonight, and I loved it. I have things to say further, but I don't have any reason to type the shit for you fuck sticks to read.

Sticky Situation

Be wary mortal, for great peril lies in desire.

The Roman god Bacchus said that.... the other night.... to me.... on stage.

So, that's it. Know that a rose comes with a thorn, a beer with a hangover, a meal with a price.

But then again...... things can be worked out, even if the fat must be cut.

I'm sorry guys, but when there are breaks such as this, that means separate thoughts that lead to the end point.

I have no philosophy for you ladies and gentlemen.

What we currently know of life and time and space and everything leads me to believe that there are no answers if we can indeed find suitable questions. We must keep on keepin' on. The only meaning life has is the meaning we give it.

ok so maybe a little